some days ...

some days I just can't cope with people ... I don't want to see anyone apart from Steve and my mum and dad ... some days I cry at the slightest thing and feel like I am falling apart ... some days are not every day, but can hit me out the blue ... some days brew and build up and become more than one day ... some days I hate how my weaknesses from before my breakdown have become things I can not deal with now ... some days I just need to cocoon myself.

God has bought me through so much and I am so thankful that I am in the best place I have ever been in my life with so much before me and so much to look forward to ... but I still have these moments and these days ... panic attacks and stresses that I don't cope with very well ... I am very blessed to have such great supportive people who love me around me and I know I would be a lot more useless without them.

I know I don't usually blog about things like this, I usually just like to show sunny days ... but I think I should sometimes show the 'other' days too.


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